2 months already!

10 lbs (4%) 21 3/4 in (5%)

Haleigh: 7.6 lbs(5%) 19.5 in (5%)

Allyson: 9.4 lbs (15%) 19.5 in (5%)

Addelyn: 10.4 lbs (45%) 22 in (50%)

Spencer: 13 lbs (80%) 23.5 in (75%)

Our little guy is 2 months old. How can he be 2 months already? I truly wish they could stay little for just a little longer. I know they need to grow up, but why does it have to happen so fast? TJ has been such a great baby that I have really been able to enjoy this stage.

 As a young girl I loved babies and would always be on the look out for a baby to hold at church. I was so shy, but never too shy to ask the person in front of me if I could hold their little one. I was so excited to have my own babies and pictured myself holding them all the time. Once I had kids though it didn't go the way I envisioned  When Spencer came I felt like I didn't get to enjoy him being a baby with learning how to be a new mom, getting kidney stones, and losing my milk! Addy was colic which was difficult the first few months. I actually would cringe when I would hear a baby cry because of all her crying.  Then with the twins the first few months were spent trying to get in a routine and learning how to juggle two babies at once. This isn't to say I didn't love or have a bond with them, I just didn't get to appreciate their first few months of live as I would have liked.  I am so grateful that Heavenly Father trusts me with him and all my kids; I truly am blessed.

• He is a sleepy little guy and isn't bother by noise. He is bothered by all of his sisters though! 
• He has the best lips. I just love them. When he cried they just look so sad.
• He smiled at me for the first time this week. 
• He still has really expressive dreams. He smiles so much while sleeping.
• He still fits in newborn clothes and diapers, but will most likely graduate to 0-3 and size 1 this week.
• I was so surprised he weighed 10 pound at his appointment. He is still so tiny that I was sure he was closer to 8,9 at the most.
• He is starting to lift his head up and is getting more neck control.
• He prefers his binkie to fall asleep. but is also fine without it.
• He hardly cries and is just so mellow that I often forget he is even there. He is just so good!
• He has worn the onesies that cover his hands every day since we brought him home. When we try to go without them he instantly scratches his face.
• He looks most like Clif.
• He doesn't like to be swaddled like the girls did (we never tried with Spencer).

These were after his shots. He was making the saddest faces, but I was too slow with the camera.

Spencer wore this coming home from the hospital.