Thursday, December 23, 2010

Spencer's Preschool

In September Spencer started preschool. His teacher, Mrs. Annette, had a back to school day a few weeks before. We were able to meet her and see her cute classroom, which helped ease some of his nervousness.
However, on his first day, he still cried when I dropped him off. It also wasn't like nursery, where you stay and help him calm down. It was him crying, while she shut the door and said he would be alright. It was a long two hours for mommy, but not for him, because he had a great time.

He absolutely loves preschool and his teacher. When she says her name, it is with a sing song son voice. He totally has a crush on her. I used to have to walk him to the door, but now he always insists of on doing it himself. He is my baby boy, yet he is so grown-up. I love having him do these grown-up activities, but at the same time it feels like it is going so fast! He has made friends and has learned so much more than I had already taught him. He can now write his name, write some numbers, count to 30, and many more things. She has them read 20 minutes each night, which has had us going to the library a lot. It is such a good habit to get in at an early age. He looks forward to going to preschool and I love picking him up and having him run to me to tell me all about his day!
Spencer on his first day


Addy wanted her picture taken too.

Here he is with most of the kids in his class and his teacher. The girl with the blue flower, Kylie Jo, is the one he talks about most!

The first week at preschool was All About Me. He took a paper bag filled with things that he loved. He included a picture of him with a teddy bear, a green crayon, a picture of his sister, grapes, strawberries, bananas, and cheese. He also took a dvd (because he loves shows) and a book (because he loves to read).



Wheeler Farm

We got a deal for all four of us to go to Wheeler Farm and go on a hay ride, corn maze, and pick out a pumpkin. I was way excited to be able to do this with them! Unfortuantely, with the twins and then the rain we were only able to quickly go and get the pumpkins. I had dressed everyone all cute to take pictures on the corn maze too, but when it rains in Utah, it rains!

We carved the pumpkins the next day for a Sunday activity. This was our first year carving pumpkins. Addy refused to put her hand in the seeds! Spencer didn't want to either, but with a lot of help from me he finally did it. He helped Clif carve a spider web and Clif did a cat in a boot for Addy. Next year I want them to do their own. Even though they picked out what they wanted, I think it would be better for them to carve it themselves. (I am really sad right now because the pictures I took aren't on my computer anywhere. I just saw them not that long ago.(

Here are the kids walking in the rain on October 23rd.

Addy was so sweet to let us use her blanket to cover the babies- we hadn't expected it to rain while we were there. They are bundled in their bundleme and with another blanket inside.


Addy and Spencer both posed on their own for these pictures!
What a difference 2 months make-she is so little here. Now she is my big girl!

Here is my handsome big boy!

Here are the babies later that night, since we didn't dare take them out in the rain. My small little girls!

This is Allyson and is around 5.6lbs here.

This is Haleigh and she is around 4.6lbs here.
I love how the bow is bigger than her head!

Halloween Time

I did my first big venture out with the kids by myself on October 22nd. I bundled the babies up and took the kids to the school carnival. We were later than I wanted because Spencer was refusing to put on his doggy whiskers! It was really fun for them and good for me to get out and see some of the teachers I used to work with. The kids were really good for me and stayed next to me the entire time. They played games won prizes, rode on a train, ate cotton candy and pizza, and got a shaped balloon.

They both picked out their own costumes.

On the 29th we took the kids to the Trunk or Treat. I am really glad we did, since on Halloween it rained and they only got to go to a few houses. I took them around and they were both really shy at first. Spencer finally started saying trick or treat, but Addy was stuck to my side the entire time. Last year she was so outgoing and would push her way to the front to say trick or treat...it is funny what a difference a year makes in their personality. Then of course on Halloween they went out for a little bit and they came in as wet as wet as ever. Spencer also got to dress-up for preschool. I think next year we will try to do some variety since he ended up wearing it 4 times. At least he got good use out of it though!




Spencer showing Addy their pumpkins lit up on Halloween Night.

The twin first weeks of life

Allyson and Haleigh had their 2 week appointment on Monday, October 18th. I was very excited to get them weighed and see that they were gainng weight. Haleigh hadn't been eating well the last few days and I was afraid that she was going to weigh less than she did at their last appointment.

Allyson:
5.6 lbs
18 inches

Haleigh
4.6 lbs
17 inches

They were both in less than the 5 percentile for their weight and height. They also have umbilical hernias like Addy did, but their bellies stick out even more. It was go away with time and they will most likely have more of a outie.

Spencer was 6.14 at his 2 week and Addy was the biggest at 6.15, which suprises me because she was coloic and I remember feeding her being so difficult. I could have been giving her some formula though; sadly, I don't remember.

They had their first baths on October 8th.

Yesterday Clif kept telling me some of the pictures were Haleigh, when I was sure they were Allyson. When we got to this picture he was trying to prove it because she has a twsited ear like the rest of the ones he thought were Haleigh. He still didn't believe me until we got to the picture below....
Allyson is really small in this picture though. She seems so so big now compared to this small baby.

Little Haleigh who looks like a little old man.

Fun in the Snow

Need I say more? She couldn't stop eating the "delicious" snow. I sure love this girl!



 He is such a great dad.

The little snowman they built.

Can't play in the snow without making a snow angel.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Allyson & Haleigh Sant

I had my precious twins on October 1, 2010.

Allyson Elizabeth Sant was born at 1:29 AM
She weighed 5.1 lbs and was 18 inches long

Haleigh Eliza Sant was born at 1:35 AM
She weighed 4.1 lbs and was 17 inches long.

At my 36 week appointment on Wednesday, September 29th my blood pressure was high (the top number was 100). I was so excited! The nurse told me she had never seen anyone excited to have high blood pressure before. I was just happy that there may be a reason for me to be induced early. I was scheduled to be induced on the 8th, but a week seemed like forever. I had been dilated to a 4 for a few weeks and had been having contractions since 28 weeks. Because I also had protein in my urine my doctor sent me over to Labor and Delivery to be monitored. During the hour I was there, my blood pressure went to a more manageable 80-88. I also had to collect my pee and was told I would be doing this for 24 hours. My doctor came back to check on me and was telling me that I needed to bring the pee back tomorrow and then we would decide if I needed to be induced or not. When I asked him if I really needed to bring in the pee all the way from Tooele, he decided that we might as well have me induced tomorrow instead. I can't describe how excited I was. He told me to call before I came, but to come in around 7:30 pm to make sure I would have my October baby. I really wanted them to be born in October, the 3rd would have been my first choice (since Spencer was on the 2nd and Addy's the 1st), but I really didn't care, as long as it was in October.

That night and the next day was spent doing laundry, cleaning, grocery shopping, making sure everything was in order for Grandma Lila to come and stay with the kids, packing for the hospital, and being nervous/anxious. I was really nervous that we would start with a vaginal delivery and would end up doing a c-section and I would have to recover from both. I was nervous about being away from Addy and Spencer. It was really hard for me to leave them, especially when Spencer cried when we left. The day was really busy because I was doing all the preparation on my own while taking care of Spencer and Addy. Clif was working in Park City and didn't get home until 5:30.

We ended up not getting to the hospital until about 9:00-9:30. The first few hours were spent getting in my gown, hooking me up to the monitors, answering questions(which you get asked a lot of the same questions because of all the interns), meeting the intern doctor that would work with Dr. Draper, and putting in my IV for a total of 4 times. She orginally put it in my hand and even though the fluids were draining fine, it hurt so bad!  She left it in for awhile, even though I had asked her a few times to please take it out. It wasn't like I wanted to have to get pricked again! The next two times didn't take and so she decided to have them do it when they did my epidural. I got my epidural and my 3rd IV around 11:30 and they started my pitocin shortly after.The nurse told me they would check me every 1-2 hours to see how I was progressing. Clif and I then tried to sleep because I knew I wouldn't be getting any, any time soon. I could not sleep because everyone was so noisy in the halls and we were right next to a door that kept shutting. I was SO tired, but not long after I was still feeling pain in my abdomen, even when hitting the button to give me more of it the pain meds. The anastegolist happened to be coming in around this time and upped my dose. Then around midnight (which was only an hour after getting the pitocin) Dr. Draper came in to see how I was doing and to check my cervix. Well, low and behold the reason I was feeling pressure still was because Allyson was head down and right there ready to come out. He quickly got scrubs for Clif and I was put on a diferent bed and wheeled to the OR room. It ended up being a good thing that we came to the hospital 2 hours late or I wouldn't have had my October baby.
 These are some of my burises from the IV. I had some from my flu and tetnis shot as well.
The experience of being wheeled into a room with 20 plus people is like nothing else. I even had a medical assitant per leg! I was really shocked to see so many people and quite overwhelmed. Everyone wasreally nice, but it is still nerve wracking to have so many people staring at you. I was still trying to get used to the idea that this was happening so quickly when they told me to not move because she was coming out. Dr. Draper hurried into the room and with not really any effort on my part, out came Allyson. I got a quick glimpse of her and they looked to see how Haleigh was poistioned. I ended up pushing about 3-5 times (with my eyes closed) and out came Haleigh. While I was pushing Haleigh I could hear Allyson grunting and I was really worried about her, they kept telling me she was okay. The birthing staff was really great, but the hardest thing for me was not being able to hold them right away or even see them for more than 2 seconds. I had such a great experience with Spencer and Addelyn and Clif. This all happened so fast that we didn't get to enjoy the neatness of it all. Regardless, they were new spirits freash from Heaven and that is why I love labor the most out of the whole pregnancy.

Clif then went with the babies while they wheeled me back to the room. I was hemoraging and they had to monitor me and weigh the blood that was coming out of me. I ended up needing a few shots to help stop the bleeding. The hardest thing was just sitting there with no babies in me, no babies or husband in sight, and feeling all alone. That was the longest hour of my life. I finally was wheeled to the recovery rooms and Clif was there with Allyson. Haleigh was still in a bed warmer getting her temperature up.
I was really blessed to have the easiest birth and recovery out of all of my labors. I had 4th degree tears with Spencer, and 1st degree with Addy, and I had no tears at all with the twins. I love labor and wish I could have frozen the experience because it happened way too quickly. Clif didn't get any pictures of all the people in the room, or the babies coming out. I think it was a little overwhelming for him too. They also weighed the babies so quick, that this was the first time we didn't get pictures of our babies on the scales getting weighed. While those things are neat to have the most important thing is that they were here nice and healthy.
Clif trying to show how small Haleigh is.

The rest of our stay wasn't the best, but we were so fortunate to be able to take them home on the 3rd day.
Basically we didn't get any sleep because there was always some intern, nurse, or doctor coming in to bother us and ask us questions that we already answered! We were lucky to have a few nurses who actually left us alone when they saw the lights out. At Mountain West they always gave a meal for the husband too and they had the best foods. The U of U didn't give the husband food and so Clif had to drive about 15 minutes 3 times a day to get some food. They also only provided you with healthy food. I know that is a good thing, but sometimes you just want some yummy tater tots after having a baby!
I also was doing SNS, which is formula connected to a tube that you tape to your breast, so they still learn the motion of breastfeeding, but are getting formula. The twins  iron was low and needed the formula to help make it higher. When I asked for formula to take home so I could continue doing the SNS, they said they don't give out formula. They don't give anything. We didn't get a brush for their hair or anything to take home. With Spencer and Addy I came home with two diaper bags full of free things and tons of formula just in case.

Then the biggest compliant was what happened with Haleigh. The poor girl was getting poked all the time to check her iron and her jaundice levels. They finally decided that Allyson's levels were fine, but that Haleigh needed to go in the bed. They brought one to my room and within 5 minutes I noticed her hands were purple and she was cold to the touch. We were supposed to keep their temperature up and had been doing lots of skin to skin contact to accomplish this. I was really worried about her and decided to send her to the nursery so they could watch her better and make sure she wasn't getting too cold. When she was gone I couldn't sleep well and kept having this uneasy feeling. Well, next thing I know they bring her in and she is freezing, they want me to do skin to skin contact with her and her temperature is way low. She ends up having to be taken into the intensive care part of the nursery, put in a warmer/jaundice bed, and monitored for the rest of her stay by her own nurse. I was so mad because the entire reason I gave her to them was so they would take her our and put her in the bed warmer if she was getting too cold. I hardly got to see her after that, except to go in and breastfeed her every 2 hours. We almost didn't get to take her home on the 3rd day because of her temperature being lower. I would have been so upset since that would have never been an issue if they had paid closer attention. I know this can be a result of a bigger hospital, but it still doesn't make it right.
 
This is her in the bed, look at her blue hands!
When we left they came home in car beds because they were both under the 5lbs that is required for the car seats. We had someone say they looked like dolls and asked if they were real. They really were so tiny and small. They still are newborn size and I can't believe they were smaller than they are now. It goes by too fast!

The goods news is that they did really well at home. Clif and I worked really hard to always keep them swaddled and checked to make sure their temperatures were not low. We kept them really close together as well so their body heat would warm one another. Haleigh and Allyson also had to get their jaundice levels checked....more pokes! Allyson was in the clear and Haleigh had to get a device for a few days. It was nice because we could still hold her and it kept her warm for us. They are both so special and it is so tender for me to think how close they must have been in heaven to need to come to Earth together. Even though we are both sleep deprived we love having them as part of our family.

* Allyson is on the left
Haleigh is on the right-notice her small legs!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Summer Overview Part 5

Since Clif was out of work we went to Logan quite a few times throughout the summer, and would stay for awhile each time. It was really nice because I got to spend and get to know my sister Robyn better. She is a lot like me and I have always wanted to be close to her! That was the best part of the trip for me. Here are some pictures of our fun times spent there: taking naps, going on walks tot he park, four-wheeling, and visiting friends.

Daddy and I Addy taking a nap together. Notice their hands :)

Papa helping Addy skate
The only pregnant picture I have of myself. I am 6 months here.

Clif being his silly self!
"Like father, like son!"

My cute nephew, Oliver.
Clif with our dogs, Sadie and Lexi.

My sweet husband and I.

Addy hanging on the bar by herself.
I can't believe how big she has gotten.

Papa holind Addy while pulling a trailer with Clif, Spencer, and Gavin sitting on an old jeep seat!

My really good friend Heater's son, Blake with Addy and Spencer. (She was picking up her other son, so I stayed at her house with the kids).

I love these pictures! They are so involved in Magic School Bus, that they don't take their eays off to take a sip of their drink!

In July Addy decided she wanted to be a big girl. She potty trained in a week! We don't have a bathroom downstairs so we had to get little potties to avoid accidents. Here they both are, watching a show while going to the bathroom...must be the life :)